Tuesday, 12 April 2011

The Thing…..Pain…..!





Do you know what gives the pain most? For one it maybe an accident. For one its love. For one it might a headache. But for those, “an empty stomach”.

It was a Saturday. Unfortunately, my personal ATM card was blocked. I had only 30 bucks in my pocket. I never depend on my salary but it was away from two days. I had gone to my friend’s house by bus and when I reached to my destination, there was something that screaming, Yeah! My stomach. So, I went to the Vadapaw Tapri. Give a though to ate then will smoke. 30 bucks were enough for it. However, I ordered one. Realized one child was dragging my pant, and pointing towards the Vadapaw. So, I ordered two, and then there were three children more dragging my pant of other leg. So, ordered four. Had only 30 bucks. I wasn’t eaten.  Gave to those poor children. Sometimes, you don’t wish to eat although you are too hungry. It was my situation.

Finally, I missed my ciggi and bought two happydent with remaining two Rs. We give a damn that my salary wasn’t enough, I don’t have girlfriend, my personality is not good or I don’t have enough hair, I don’t have money to buy everything and Bla Bla Bla. Have you ever think about them? They only have a sense about their stomach. A poor child. They only live for it and die because of it.


On other hand, I had nothing in my pocket. So, I apprehended that there were no different between them and me except my clothings. 

Pain is really a vital thing that give us the hope that you have something to cry.

P.S. It was really an outstanding experience and sometimes this happens not by choice but it was by co-incident. And we forget the message given by the narrator in it. Maybe I could forget something but I have written what I felt.

Friday, 8 April 2011

I feel like a give up!

Nowadays, I feel like a give up but my mind can't stop thinking about you.. Is there any medicine to prevent it?


Here I am, Unable to remove you from my mind,
Unable to express my feelings, Unable to say a thing,
Unable to move and come in the present,
Enthralling  all the words, chat and Messages,




Najane ye dil samjhata kyoun nahi,
Najane kyoun mai aajkal bekarar sa rehata hun,
Koi to hai is dil me jiskeliye ye dil tadapta hai,
Kya isi ko pyyar kehate hai,
Kash mai usese baat kar pata,
keh pata jo hai dil me par, 
Ye dil darta hai, Dard bhi deta hai,
Jo bhi khuda se manga dilse,
khuda ne usi dil ko tadpaya hai,
Shayad isliye ye dil darta hai tumese baat karne me,
Kiyounki jo dilese manga wo nahi mila isliye najane ye dil bohot darta hai...
Kaise samjhau ise kaise uljhau  ise?

Tuesday, 5 April 2011

I.......... And You ....... We......



Mesmerizing, the way you look at me,
As it touches deep down my soul

Bringing me back to the wonderland, to be in my dream,
Was it planned this way?

That I was meant for you,
I wonder how you steal my destiny

From the hands of fate, Coz I know
You came my way out of nowhere to be my side forever.

I love you from bottom of my heart,
Your voice is really makes me numb,
I think I am in love or I am dumb,

I wish you could understand the feelings,
That pain, that dream, that memory
And that………………
more than anyone can show or do.
I really, I wish, I do, I care, I love.
and I will.

Friday, 1 April 2011

Forget the title........




As you walk away from the empty road
Not looking only at me, but I think you make a fake smile inside,

As if nothing really mattered –
As long as I am not dreaming;

Did you knew the conspiracy, the world set for me
That the road had a dead end;

I wish I had told you, before it was too late-
Before you took the wrong turn-

Now it’s all empty, with dead ends everywhere.
I have decided to destroyed my life as

I am not getting any direction of my life.
Did I think that I was already died in your memory?