Right now I am not sure about anything. A call from one of my close friend got me thinking on it. I don’t know where life’s heading. I don’t know why I am even preparing for CAT. I am not feeling to give any exam. I am not even taking it seriously. There is a still ness inside. I am not happy right now. You can say I am living life just like that. May be one who is enjoying life doesn’t mean he is happy. One who shows the happiness to other doesn’t mean he is happy. I don’t want to take career decisions. Yesterday, I went to drink tea with the friends on tapari and I realize that I want my life to go on like this. Without any worries. Trust me. I don’t want to do MBA I don’t want to do job in big corporate house. I am happy with my online income and job. I want to live college life again but. I always took study lightly yet obtained good marks don’t know why. My parents have good expectation from me. From last few months, I am literally forcing myself for tensed. Unlike the college life, I was so different now.
I love that phone call whom I describe earlier in this post. She told me that take MBA seriously. I talked continues 15 min. I love her advice. After all. She is doing MBA from JBIMS which is one of the top institutes. Maybe I will get admission in that. She is really very conscious about her life but I am not. Yet I always obtained similar grade. How is it possible that two different thinking people have similar path at the end? She had given CAT or CET I don’t know but this year. So I presume if SHE is asking me to take CAT seriously toh kuch soch ke hi kaha hoga.. Now I am 1 year behind her (in case of study) let’s see… but I want to fly away like a bird in the open sky without any kind of limitations. Without having no explain myself to people.
Here it is poem on my life.
Walking, walking on a empty road,
Playing life's cricket but there is no score on the board,
Tried, tried, but there is no changes in life,
Tired, tired, and tired of this life.
Goofing with the parents,
Crying with the corporate,
Mysteries girl changing the path,
Making own path of my wonderland,
Life isn’t easy but it isn’t hard,
I lost or win, I won’t get award,
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